Wednesday, 22 August 2012

Why I is a lazy blogger

So let's see, I've been blogging since May 2011 and now it's August 2012. It's been more than a year but I have only 12 posts. pffftt. blogging lah sgt. But I have 220 followers which is quite okay I guess for a blog with only 12 post. Thank you followers!

Truth is, I've always like the idea of blogging and I think if you blog the right way, it could be really beneficial to others and to yourself duniawi and ukhrawi. But you have to be really careful with what you write, make sure it is free from maksiat. Because you know, you'll be responsible for everything you've done here in this dunia and you'll be questioned abt it on the day of judgement. So be very very careful ! You have audiences! 

here's whats been holding me back from blogging

  1.  I'm lazy
  2.  I'm too lazy
  3.  I'm really lazy. I is lezi lezi lezi bin layzee.
  4.  I've always had this dilemma whether to write in English or Malay. If I were to write in Malay, I just don't know what kata ganti nama to use. Saya would be yucky for me. Referring yourself by your name would also be yucky for me. No offense, it's just not me so it feels yucky to me. And what else do we have, AKU! Out of all these three, I'm most comfortable using this one, but I still don't like it. Now if I were to write in English, it would take me quite a long time to finish a post because my English suckss! I mean, my English is just not that good enough for me to finish a post in like less than an hour or.. a day. I always get stuck! I've actually got so many drafts because I just couldn't finish the posts. Oh well.
  5. I'm not a good writer. It's so hard for me to finish one post. I'm not good at organizing my ideas, that's why I'm making this numbered list. lolzers.
  6. I always owez owez owez berangan on what to write and sometimes I procrastinate until my ideas just disappear or when I do try to write it down, problem no. 4 & 5 always gets in my way. (I guess I have to read more, I rarely read anything!)
  7. Sometimes I don't have time. When I have time, I either don't make time for it or problem no.4 & 5gets in my way. (Wait, isn't this almost the same as num 6? saje je kan nk bg nmpk byk nom ea diri sendiri?)
  8. Sometimes when I'm thinking of updating my blog with personal boring stuff, you know the kind of post that just shows what you did that day and basically you just show your photos? (Which I have done before) Sometimes I think it's too personal, sometimes I think it's not beneficial and sometimes I hold my self back because I know I have male stalkers. Because they tell me (Who stalks and tell?!pfft. I've had a really bad experience with this one person and I wish I could just delete that memory from my memory box). It feels weird  but a blog is public right, so everyone is free to read and it's something you gotta accept even if you don't like it because you're writing on your own willingness.  But I won't stop just because guys read them, I'll just try to make sure my blog does not contain to much unnecessary photos or whatever other unnecessary stuff. But I still don't like the idea of guys reading my blog. I mean, I never even thought guys would want to read this blog. So if your a guy and you're reading this, please shushuh. You're not welcome here. If you're a normal guy then it's not that disturbing but some stalkers could get really weird and psychotic sometimes :/ Kadang kadang rasa macam, kan best kalau perempuan je yang boleh membaca blog ini. sorry la kalau gua kedengaran seperti kebajetan macam la ramai sangat orang baca blog ni, I'm just sincerely expressing my thoughts.*shrugs*

So basically my  main problem is no.4 and no.5 and 8 probably. and..the others too. pqjkewlkjq.
So I'm challenging myself to make a post today. 
And here it is! I did it mayynnnnn! op op op oppa gangnam style! oppa nenek hang la timah
And I am also challenging myself to make a raya post after this. Ok.
I just wanna discipline my self really and improve my English.


  1. hahahaha lawak tapi best jugak entri hang ni. your blog has potential la timah. coz u gotz a good sense of humor n ur funny in your writing. people like that. i mmg tak natural at being funny. but u are. ok tu je nak ckp. sekian terima kasih.

    1. Hahah thanks ecah bg semangat kat I. And most of the followers of blog ni datang dari you lah, so thwaenksss!!

  2. hahah.ok. looking forward to see your raya post!! :D

  3. kdg kita xnmpk akn gne nye 'menatang' ni.. tp nti, ble dh memulakan pjalanan hdup cntoh, kerja.. bru nk wt part time la.. mcm2 lah malas nk kupas.. nti akan nmpk la pnting nyer menatang ni.. so keep blogging.. n smile alwayz.

    p/s puteri arab